At the begining of this school year I was practically alone. I had maybe 2 or 3 friends, only one of which I could really trust. But after about a week or so, I joined the school’s drama club.There I met so many who in about 2 weeks became like family. I felt safe. I felt wanted. I was, and still am, loved. I met my best friend, who I had, at the time, had a crush on… We later decided to just stay best friends haha…
Anyway, back on track… as much fun as drama club was, I had set myself up for ridicule. There’s this kid who, last school year, drove me to hating myself. I had, at one point, thought that life just wasn’t worth it. He called me transgendered, but in a very offencive way, only because I wear shirts made for boys.and he turned my entire class against me because I read so much… there were also many names that I can’t put on this board…
I thought that this year would be different, since I was going to be in high school, and it was… at first. Drama had made things better, because I belonged somewhere. And it’s still helping me. But because the “drama kids” aren’t what everyone would call popular, we get made fun of quite a bit. Again, there are quite a few names that I can’t say on the boards, but I get called “emo” a lot. And my best friend has put himself in the crossfire because he stands up for me.
Nothing happened for a few months, and I thought that things got better… I was wrong. About a month ago I was walking home from school with a friend and he was with his followers.He had slipped on ice and fallen on his butt, I and my friend, as well as his followers, laughed. He decided to turn on me… “why don’t you go home and kill yourself?” he said, he laughed with his “friends”... I had had my back turned away from him, but When someone says something like that it sets me off.I spun around and walked up to him,all I could think to say was, “What was that?!” he backed off, he was afraid. “calm down… You’re just mad because *bestfriend* won’t date you!” (sorry, I’m not going to say any names.) I looked him straight in his eyes and said “you have no idea why I’m mad!” One of his followers yelled “looks like she wants a fight!” another said, “not worth it, she (me) wold beat him to a pulp” ... I couldn’t agree more. My friend and I turned and began to walk away, I turned back just long enough to look at an old friend of mine who was in the group of followers, “What I don’t understand, is how a nice guy like you could listen to this fool.”
Things have gotten a lot better since then, and I feel better about myself. Every once in a while he’ll shoot another name, I know he isn’t finished mocking me. And when he decides to say or do anything to me again, he had better be ready for a fight…
I just wanted to share that… If the mods want to remove it, I understand.
I also wanted to know if anyone else has been through bullying, or is going through it.
Feel free to share your story. Or offer help to those who need it. .